The Delusion of Sensory Memory
I went back to our memory today.
The bench beneath us was white-washed
With the summer sun
And thousands of transient lovers’
Marks
Carved into its wood.
I wonder if the bench thinks fondly of me—
And you,
If it’s memory of us remains untouched,
Unchanged,
Perfect.
Here, I thought we would never end.
Our love was undying, perfect,
It had no mortal flaw.
It was our happiest moment.
I wonder if the bench knew.
If something, in the placement
Of both your hands on its slats
Gave it away.
I’ll hope, though,
That the bench couldn’t tell either.
I’ll hope that its white-washed wood
Still warms under the summer sun
And warps to make better room
For the next two,
And thinks
That we still love each other
As much as the bench loved us.
I’ll hope,
That as long as we sit on that bench,
We are eternal,
And untouched,
And unchanged,
And perfect.