A delirious soul I am,
Constantly yearning for the love I can never attain,
Why must my heart ache for those who it will never reach?
Is it my reminder from God that I have done so much wrong I will never have that good in my life?
Or is it my test to see how much pain I can endure?
In my own ways, I still feel like a little girl with a crush on the cute boy in class.
But somehow, that crush has continued onto my adult years.
Will I ever know happiness in the form of love?
Will I ever get the person I want?
Will I ever be able to be happy with him?
I just want to know.