I was blinded by what I thought was love

But now I see as clear as the deep blue sea

I thought what we had was real 

Suddenly it became clear that it was a lie

You fed me these words 

Words that I held on for dear life

They meant so much to me

But these words later became pain 

Every lie you told suddenly broke my heart 

Day by day it seem like I am loosing myself more and more

I don't understand

Was I that naive to believe and trust in you

I had your best interest at heart 

And in me you just needed to get what you want

Your selfishness destroy the little faith I had in you 

I feel as though I am falling into a deep darkness 

I cannot see and its all because of you

The bull you fed me became apparent

I was merely some conquest on your walls

You penetrated the most sacred part of me 

Now I am left vulnerable and weeping in the dark

The unbearable pain I call love 

Because I once thought what we had was true love

When it was just a game to you

I allow you to play me like a lullaby 

Listening to every soothing words

Sweet sounds of nothingness into my ear 

Wrapping me in a warm blanket of lies

As you rock me against your body to only be release to the fearfulness of the dark night