Deep Dark Secrets
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Through all of the tears and hatered;
Through all of the scars and hurtful words;
I've never met someone who seemed so sure.
I let you in and told you my secrets.
But day by day things kept getting worse.
I tried and tried but you're just a curse.
Two years later I still cry.
Two years later I still feel that fear.
I know that my fright makes you happy; makes you cheer.
Someday I won't be afraid anymore.
One day I will learn to stand up tall.
Hopefully soon your day will fall.
Until then I'll sit here and suffer.
I will try to move on but I know I'll still cower
Every time I see your face; I will go home and cry in my shower.
You've ruined me for long enough.
Some time soon I will grow strong.
I'll have the courage to tell you that you can no longer do me wrong.
I'm tired of being afraid of you.
I know this is just a phase I'm going through.
Two years is long enough.
Two whole years that you made rough.
Today is the last day I will let you get to me.
Today is the last day I will cry when you can't see.
Tomorrow is the begining of a brand new day.
Tomorrow will be the first time I can say "I'm done with this. Now go away."