I'm sorry I disappeared. I'm sorry you left me because you didn't understand that I was protecting you. I'm sorry that I took your virginity that night in August. 

I'm sorry that I snapped. I know it was scary to see me go from a fun-loving, happy Alaskan girl to some angry hag. That's not me, darling. 

I'm sorry that I'm listening to Taylor Swift and texting you. And I'm sorry that I know you're sleeping with that fucking whore. 

xx