Dear Mia,
You were right.
I was wrong.
I did fuck up, but please don't go.
I try so hard to keep my head up.
There are people who don't want us together.
I let them talk me into things.
I admit that I was wrong, but I love you.
Please don't go.
I could have lied.
I could have cheated,
But I didn't.
I should have listened to my heart.
My mind is lost.
My head is spinning.
I spent so much time just thinking to myself.
I asked him why he didn't speak when I needed his help.
He gave me answers to my questions,
But I knew that they were wrong.
So, I asked him one more question.
I asked him where did I belong.
He broke down in tears.
He couldn't stop crying.
He told me that I already knew my answer.
Then tell me,
Why am I still crying?
I quickly wiped my face
And turned to someone else.
He is a far friend
That told me he has been with me through and through.
I smiled
And told him that I've never felt like this before.
He told me to suck it up
And accept that theirs a first for everything.
Now, I know what he means.
You are my first true love.
I don't take this as a joke
Or a game.
This sure isn't a Shrek story.
I just know I have one last thing to prove to you.
You are my wife and my Queen.
I just wish that you could see my heart,
Then you would know what I mean, baby girl.
Please just let me prove to you one more time.
I won't text her anymore.
Because I only love you.