Dear Brutal Craving,

 

I've been craving you far to much, lately

I find myself clinging to the edge of my sanity,

Because I need you so fucking much

I crave your lips, your embrace, your touch

 

But what I crave most is something

That has never completely been mine

If only I had your love, your entire heart,

I'd be the happiest person in the world

 

I don't deserve you

I don't deserve for you to feel for me as I do for you

I can't escape you

I want you, need you, but you aren't even mine in my dreams

 

There have been but two dreams

Where you you completely mine

Throughout the following days was exciting

Because the hope lingered in my heart's confines

 

But, no

You will never be mine

You have no reason to love me

Though You have every reason to hate me

Sometimes I wonder why you ever gave me a chance