Dad
You say you love me, but
you really don't care.
Everything that you do
is to counter mother.
You won't help with college
'cause it'll help her.
You say you love me, but
I try to explain.
You argue with me
but never consider
how you make me feel.
You say you love me, but
you never notify
me about "our" plans.
We go hunting and you poach.
When you don't have a deer,
you send me home
with a man I barely know.
You say you love me, but
I feel lower than the dirt.
I cry, but you don't see.
Physically,
there's no abuse.
Emotionally,
it is never ending.
You say you love me, but
your logic doesn't make sense.
Mom is bipolar?
The actual truth is that
you are, but you can't see.
Really, you don't want to.
You say you love me
I answer like a robot
just to make you happy
but I'm dying inside.
You ignore me
and turn around
saying that I don't
tell you about me.
You say you love me, but
when I'm eighteen,
going off to college
You'll never see me again
Mom tried to warn you, but
You will never care