"FOCK"
I shout
Why do I always do this to myself?
I put my faith in
A hopeless case
Ugh I can't do this
She doesn't care about me
So how can I feel so strongly
How can I feel so lonely
For a girl who was never even here for me
A girl who wouldn't notice
If there were cuts on my arms
Or if tears were welling in my eyes
This cant possibly be the love
That everyone talks about
That everyone praises
This isn't innocent
I just need to get rid of these feelings
For someone who can't see me
Not unless she needs something
It's harsh and It hurts
She's only fishing for compliments
From anyone who's at arm's length
I'm not anything special
She'd be fine with anyone
Unfortunately I was the one who was there
Who was stupid enough to get caught
In her stupid little games
I'm being played
And I need to quit this time around
But Everytime she gives me that look
Or every time I see that sweet face
Hear that voice sound
I continue to stay
And fall for her evil lies
I need to do better
I need to leave this place
I swear. I will break out of her cage