Confused
You say I love you
Are you true?
I miss you so awfully
You use to kiss me so softly
We were a love story
I could imagine us growing hoary
We both fucked up
Let take a close up
You began to cut and lie
I wanted to get high and fly
At first we'd hit the bong
And drink along
Depression set in
Our worlds began to spin
You accuse me of cheating
When in actuality your competing
Competing with my drugs
They are like slugs
Killing me slowly
In the mist i became unholy
You lie and say never again
You ingrained it in my brain
You choose weed over me
How could it be
In actuality weed and alcohol is your love
I feel like a mourning dove
I feel lost
I want to keep you at any cost
But you and I have doubts
Maybe we should take different routes
Even though I'd rather be forever
But its going to require endeavor
Leaving is easier
and quicker
Its your choice now
I give you endow
Arrivederci my one true love