If changing one thing was possible,
Then I would change something about me.
I may sound selfish,
But that's the way it would be.
I don't like living this way,
Scraping by with nothing to lose and everything to gain.
Living with PTSD sucks,
And I'm tired of playing this game.
So if I had one wish,
To change whatever I pleased,
I would've told someone,
How much he actually hurt me.
I would've told them who he was,
I would've told them about that day,
I would've come clean,
I would've told someone something.
But now that its out,
Both my parents know,
I'm getting the help I need now,
And I'm ready to go.
So I guess my real wish,
To change something,
Would be that no victim should be scared,
Of just coming clean.