Civic Center Plaza at Night
I am a sparkling pavement square
under the street lights
I am a street musician packing up
dancing down to the sounds of the subway
I am an echo of 2am sirens
on Market St.
I am a street-wise man on the corner
curled into myself
wearing three ragged coats
trying to stay warm
I am a glowing line of brake lights
stretched across the bay bridge
like a ruby necklace
I am a lone helicopter
hovering over the bay
that all the lovers are wishing on tonight
Tonight, if I were a star
I would implode
collapse in on myself -
I'm not large enough to create a supernova
I am a little girl
realizing just how small I am and
feeling wonder for the first time