i just want to sing

and spread out my wings

and sing a note

until i run out of things to sing

til my heart stops fluttering

until my head starts spining

becuz i am running around in circles over you

like  mariah carey

i wish i wasnt cuz this felling is so unfamilar to me

singing songs of love

the blues

something to numb this pain in my chest

becuz your on somebody elses neck

giving my kisses away

giving your love away that belongs to me

that i deserve

that i want

that i need

becuz i am running around in circles over you

i keep singing this part cuz its true

i cant get over you

and that fact that you can see it in my eyes

and all of my emotions always reach the surface

makes it even worse

so i just keep running around in circles over you

til it just stops playing in my head of how many times you kissed her

texted her

and whispered  your sweet little nothings

to her

of how many times i pictured of being in her shoes

which wouldnt fit becuz i am a totally different race and size

and it hurts my eyes to see her with you because that girl

we connected

not over you but we were friends

before you two

and now i cant bring myself to talk to her

because i am afraid i would be rude

and hurt her feelings

and maybe just maybe crush you way of happiness

and i cant do that to you

it would hurt me more

so i just keep running around running around in circles over

you

untill one day it will just end with

running around in circles over-