The Chaos Inside

I am chaos.

I cause it.

I receive it.


I have relished in heaven.

Yet, I have lived in hell.

I am unique


I have no mother.

Drugs are more important.

I am forgotten.


Didn’t you hear?

My brain is broken.

I am messed up.


My mind is dark.

My nights are restless.

I am the disease.


I was told I was to be unloved.

They were wrong.

I am loved.


I found him.

I found myself.

I am in love.


Who am I?

I am a warrior.

I am a lover.


I am human  

I am emotional.

I am intelligent.


I am going places.

I will succeed.

I am me. 

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