I just don’t know how to deal

When all I hear is quiet

I just don’t know how to feel

So I fill it up with fillers

Whatever comes to mind

No real rhyme or reason

Just whatever words I find

So don’t judge me to harshly

If I say something wrong

Maybe I just don’t know how to cope

With my thoughts when we’re alone

 

I don’t mean for this to be awkward 

And I’m not trying to make you my doctor 

But the thoughts that are running through my head, 

Make me wish that I was dead 

And they are never silent

So please don’t leave it silent

 

Maybe I say some dumb shit

And there’s times where I can’t keep secrets

Words just like to fall out my mouth

And sometimes situations go a little south

I need to let the tension out of my head

If you want to judge me go ahead

But I can’t take the silence

Oh no

I can’t take the silence

Cause it’s not silent in my head