i may never know your trend of thought,
i may never know why it was you i sought,
forget the buzzing bee inside my head, what i ought.
why do things so bad feel so good?
i guess i’d better handle what i should;
nevertheless, why do bad things feel so good?
this is déjà vu, all over again,
looking back at all the places i’ve been
with or without you, it’s been an emotional
rollercoaster; why only now, you’re approachable
and easy to talk to. it was never like this before,
i’m just saying everything that i’ve said before
with or without you, now i see
how you my friend have got the best of me.
all the times that i was “infatuated”, with my
parents scolding me for not “concentrating”, and my
friends thinking i was just, who knows how “-ated”, but my
heart tells me to just “prioritize”, with my
eyes coaxing me to keep them on the prize, and my
feet urging me “glide with the skies”, but my
head is being punished, body so indecisive;
my mind’s just buzzing like the doorbell at Tyson’s.
funny how life complex-ly plays out, and how
any which way growing pains cause you frowns, and the
pressure of life in general causing many scowls, while my
diverted attention causes everyone to wow. sorry, but
it was the last jewel i had ever considered, meaning how i
noticed your presence as a top-notch winner, after all the
former and latter were never looked upon, with my
present and future i had smiled upon; on 1 to 10, such a 15
from character to appearance, i need God to intervene
because i have a one-track mind and i wrote out apologies,
but i’m just being honest, don’t change the scene
on me, it’s gonna hurt me, only thee is how i
go about nowadays, who was your faraday?
what could i say? no pressure, i promise.
no need to worry about a future accomplice,
it’s just a feeling that i have in mind while the buzz keeps
everyone harder to find out… ye-ouchh…