Bricks
Make a house out of the bricks you have, they said,
But I didn’t know how to put this all in my head;
Raise the roof with only one hand, they cried.
But I didn’t even have the tools to try.
I spent days and weeks and months and years
Listening to all those whispers in my ear
About how the world works and what I needed in life,
But I didn't even lift up a finger to try.
Look at the sacrifices we have done, my father would say
But I turned off my ears and looked away;
We have given up so much, my mother whispered,
But despite all of this, I didn’t lift a finger.
I spent days and weeks and months and years
Listening to all those whispers in my ear
About how the world works and what I needed to do to fly
But I didn’t even lift up a finger to try.
And then a stranger, a classmate, a straight-headed friend,
Went to college while I stayed behind, a year younger than them;
I’m broke, I’m dense, my gpa’s a two, they said,
Get your life together, as fast as you can.
I spent days and weeks and months and years
Listening to all those whispers in my ear,
About how the world works and what I need to do to fly,
Until I realized it was time to learn to get by.
A year I spent, wasting my time,
Ignoring the signs of growing up right;
Painting the picture without any paint,
Covering my faults without complaint.
I think I've learned to build a house out of bricks,
Although it could use with a bit of a fix;
But I don’t worry about lacking in tools,
For I know now that no effort is for fools.