Somedays are better than others

and somedays I feel so alone

that's when my mind starts to wonder

Why do I keep doing this to myself?

Why did you leave our home?

I feel presured to get over what you did 

When I know it never crosses your mind

Your heart isn't so kind like mine.

I always understood that too

I try to take a breather whenever I catch myself thinkinhg 

about you

You made me more nervous than I ever knew

You gave me scars that I now have to explain to future "boo's"

and What you put me through

You never told me the truth

knowing damn well how understanding I was 

You were a fool

like I was a fool for you too.