Blurry Memory
I wish I could ask if you remembered when things were better
but even if you could remember you'd know that they weren't really
I'm sorry if I you can't handle this but I have to write this letter
my doctor tells me I need to though I think its silly
You would laugh at me if you could see me now
my heart is pounding as I write this tale of mine
I used to but am no longer able to say these words out loud
so I whisper them in my head and pretend that I'm fine
Falling out of the grace of the sun I can bare
but falling away from you burns me to the core
I remember when you said life wasn't fair
the memory is a little blurry and I know it wasn't before...