In Bloom
It begins as a small seed
Lodged in your ear
Blocking all sound
Soon, the roots spread
Little brown threads reach down into the canal
Tiny points sink into the spongy flesh
They spread like veins
Spiderwebbing and marbling the skin
The roots reach deeper
Tips plunge into the brain
Sinking deeper
Deeper
Deeper
Slowly twining toward the bottom
And coming to wrap around the brain stem
The roots spread to the spine
Winding down
Like the stripes on a barber shop pole
Tiny brown veins hit the tailbone
And intertwine with the red vessels nearby
Your body becomes all root
And you are sucked dry
Your skin grows grey
Your eyes droop
Your nose breaks off in a mass of black
And your tongue is nothing but mush in your mouth
Muscles drag lethargic
You raise an arm
And your flesh is nothing but little lines
Like cracks of dark lightning
Spread across dying flesh
But out of one ear
The one not in a state of decay
The one that does not stink of death
The one that does not threaten to crumble from your head
Has sprouted the most brilliant flower
And you stare in the mirror
Or pretend you can
Through blind eyes sucked dry
You feel it with numb, rotted fingers
Dried by the blackened vessels running through
But dead fingers feel nothing but a void
You know the petals are there
They have a heft
One that drags your limp, peeling neck
To its side with a violent crack
But the flower
Beautiful, you’re sure
If you could hear
All you’d hear were praises
You imagine
Petals of brilliant colors
Peeling away to reveal an even more glorious inside
But instead
You sit
Unfeeling
Unseeing
Unhearing
Unsmelling
Untasting
Unthinking
Unliving
And the flower
You think
You hope
You pray
Might just be in bloom.