I used to blame me 

I used to say I wasn’t good enough 

I used to speak bad on myself 

I used to self sabotage 

I had all this mixed feelings about everything 

Nothing was making sense so blaming me was easy 

It felt like the only to make things right 

But for who 

I been searching for love & commitment, understanding & a safe environment 

I been chasing something that was right under my eye 

Soon them WORDS they spoke upon me will soon redeemed them 

All that wished I failed 

All that wished I wouldn’t achieve

All whom didn’t believe in me 

Will now see who I’m destined to me

Shooting guns is easy 

Taking a life is easy 

Gang banning is easy 

Selling drugs just to wear  expensive clothes to express bitches is easy 

Just for them to fuck yours man 

Set you up 

Get you shoot 

Watch all your so real ones fold 

Finding out everybody ain’t solid

Most who speak it can’t even walk it 

The ones that called me cocky 

Couldn’t even walk a mile in my shoes 

Couldn’t even pay my dues 

Yall niggas is bitch made ON MY SOUL 

hating on me for not having what you got it insane

Quick to say you love me 

But then lie about who u is 

Then trynna act like I’m a fraud is delusional

Naming calling then making up lies to please your eagle

It’s only what a narcissist & a pure insecure man or woman would do