Can't get motivated been doing less and less. Does that mean I'm Depressed I guess. Trouble getting out of bed today. There's gotta be a way to convince myself that everything will be OK. Inside my head thoughts keep rushing by.How I could of done better and be a better guy. There's gotta be more to life than this. A better place, a better life that might exist. But stuck inside my shell, a dark place my own hell.If I could just motivate myself, it might get better. Cause even in this gloomy weather I can see a glimpse of Sun. A little hope for life before my life is done.I'll just put on a happy face. And be thankful for my place in life that I live. And sure, that the love I have to give. But first I have to get out this bed. And deal with these thoughts up inside my head.