Band aids
Remember how when you were little you would scrape your knee
How you would run to mommy crying
How she would kiss your “boo-boo,” put a bandaid on it and it would be all better?
And then you got older, things got more complicated
The cuts you now achieve are no longer skin deep, they run straight to your core
These are wounds no band aid could heal
And no amount of gouze could stop the bleeding
These scars are invisible
They dwell just under the surface slicing deeper and deeper
Leaving you crippled but with no visible marks
Unless you count the self-inflicted wounds
When you run a blade through your skin trying to escape the torment of your thoughts
But you can let anyone kiss these boo-boos because nobody can know about them
And you can't reach out for a hug because nobody can know your hurt
So you sink in your own shame and unwanted pain
Something that used to be so easy to fix
Now an obstacle you can't cross
And when it all gets to be too much and you finally go to mama for help
You realise even she can't make it better
So you start going to therapy
Trusting a complete stranger to save you
Until the day comes that she tells you only you can save yourself
Only problem is...you don't know how to
You can't patch up these wounds with bandages
There's no feel better kiss that could take the pain away
Everything you try fails until it seems nothing will ever make you better
So you slowly drown.