Autumn
Location
Grandpa George
Itasca County Cemetary
Plot CA2724
When the seasons’ change,
It starts off slow, you enjoy it.
Then it speeds by, turning into
Something else. But what?
Remember when I was little,
My fragile hand in your rough?
A handmade scrapbook made
By me, fall leaves collected
By you. Show and tell presented
By the two of us.
My little legs running to catch
Up to your longer.
My tiny nose bright red, my
Cheeks stained by the cold.
Your amused voice asking
Which type of leaves I
Wanted. “Pretty ones.” was
My reply. You laughed, I
Smiled. We were happy.
My favorite memory.
Next chapter.
Needles, holes, blood,
Heart monitors, nurses.
Your chapped lips, the lights
From your eyes were gone.
No longer did you laugh,
No longer did we smile.
Your body was failing you,
Just like the cold failed
The earth around us.
I wasn’t allowed to see you.
Grandpa, you liked trains,
Didn’t you? You liked how
They were in constant motion.
Why couldn’t you keep going?
Like the train, I wish you
Never stopped. I wish
That your breaks took ages.
I wish that your body didn’t crash.
I wish your heart was a train engine.
I wish your light never went out.
Your granddaughter,
Madison