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All because of a slip
A fall
A simple miscalucation of my feet and my world came tumbling down
As I lay there on the ground
Once again I became
That Girl
The same girl from all those years ago
Faithless
Hopeless
Dreamless
All of the things came just like before
But this time it was my body that said no more
All cuz I fell
But if you think about it I could never really stand that well
All because you made me think that I was broken
That I was the one that was weak
But if you think about it you were right
Because my future started to get less bright
I started to believe you about my injury
So I tried to forget about you and the past
And I finally started to smile at last
So I started to feel better
But no one told me telling you was apart of the deal but I guess I had to
All because we could never really pay for stuff without you
So when I told you, you looked at me pitifully in the eyes
The same ones that always made me cry
You told me my career was over
And you made me feel even lower
But I held my ground
So all I had to do was not make a sound
You started to ask me all these questions like you really care
But all of these questions were too much for me to bare
The same voices that haunted my past came flooding back
You blamed me for so many things that I am starting to lose track
But yet you still blame me for the way for son died
And you act like you are the only one that cried
So again you made me that girl
You stomped on my pride
And everything else that I had inside
And I'm tired
Tired of being that girl
The same you broke
The same girl that you always looked at as a joke
So yes. I guess you could call me that girl
But how dare you criticize me
Just look at what type of father you turned out to be
But that is none of my business
I'm gonna sit here and be the same broke girl you always thought I would be
Why can't you just let me be
Because it's clear that you never wanted me
But I'm strong
It won't take that long
So please get out of my way
Because you and I both know you will never stay
All because you made me that girl