
The Anxiety of Silence
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Being speechless says a lot.
When they ask my opinion,
or question my loyalty,
I don't speak.
I get nervous with aggression, anxiety, and fear
that they will learn the truth.
He asked what I thought of his art.
She asked if I really enjoy her as a friend.
They asked what I liked best.
But, I worry about pleasing others,
because it is what I was bred to do;
it's what we all are bred to do.
But some don't!
They take a stand.
They do only what they want,
and are happy for it.
They are strong, powerful,
and I am weak.
When I told her that I was bisexual,
I waited for my mother's response,
I filled with anxiety and hurt.
She was speechless, and it said a lot.