Another one gone

 

Another one gone

It's a girl...

Oops boy they said
 in dismay I Lay my head...
I seek comfort but seldom to it I am leed...
I try to keep up but I keep falling and the result is I bump my head...
But enough said of the past...
My arrogance was in the air I guess...
The messes I made more like steps to these finer days...
I finally made a difference...
I'm different not cus I strive or try to but just because the worlds blind...
To my commonalities I stick out more than a bright light in a dark room...
Hu to think we planned our future wedding
 but to think I was soon to not be married or a groom...
We laughed in the grass we layed in staring at the stars
 ur voice forever lingering in my heart...
I opened my heart my fatal mistake...
Would've given u my all if u gave me a call...
Would helped u up even catch u if I see u about to fall...
Those nights we spent u brushed them away to only my dismay...
My pain stems from the lack of love there, here in my heart...
I need to find something someone true that would fill it but where do I start...
I think for now I'll put it in park...
And lye lonely in my heart I lost another...
And on top of that she never got to see me depart...
But deep down in my heart I know she didn't like me how I liked her so in this I leave the matter be... 
As I drift out into my thought filled sea...
I pray upon God may the matter he take...
And I try to yet again @5drift away after upon poems my time I have spent...
Books filled about her yet she'll never know it...
The very thing I feared was the thing she is now showing...
It's all good not the first time I layed abandoned and lost...
So across this valley of dried up love and affection as well as pseudo love 
I'll carry my burden I'll carry my cross...
I just hope upon this journey again our paths do not cross... 

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