I feel like my life won’t amount to anything

What should I do?

I feel like I’m not good enough for anyone

What should I do?

I feel like my life is falling apart

What. Do. I. Do?

 

What the h*ll will I amount to?

Is all this pain worth it?

Who f*ckin’ knows,

Not me

 

What am I gonna do?

I feel like living isn't worth living

But I’m too scared to die 

I don’t wanna die

 

I get so emotional 

Why am I so emotional?

Why can’t I cry?

 

I feel like my life won’t amount to anything

What should I do?

I feel like I’m not good enough for anyone

What should I do (ooh oh oooh)

Who f*ckin’ knows,

Not me

 

I told my mom I wanted to end my life since I was young

I said to my parents

“Should I be in therapy?”

They didn’t respond 

They did nothin’

 

Glad I’m not that young anymore but 

I wish I was,

Shoulda done things differently

Coulda been someone happier

Woulda been more stable

 

I know I shouldn’t think about the coulda, shoulda, and woulda’s

But I got all this time on my hands 

An’ nothin’ to do

 

What am I gonna do?

I feel like living isn't worth living

But I’m too scared to die 

I don’t wanna die

 

Can’t die yet anyway

Got a guy I love

Wouldn't trade em’ for the world

 

I feel like my life won’t amount to anything though

What should I do?

I feel like I’m not good enough for anyone not even them

What should I do?

 

What the h*ll will I amount to?

Is all this pain worth it?

Who f*ckin’ knows,

Please somebody tell me

 

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Can’t cry 

Can’t die

Can’t lie

Can’t live

What should I do?

 

What the h*ll will all this amount to?

Why do I still fight

I can’t lie to you

I wish I could die

But I won’t, I can’t

 

I feel like living isn't worth living anymore

But I’m too scared to die 

I don’t wanna die

Wish I could die

Wish I’d live forever

 

What should I do (ooh oh oooh)?