Numb all over I like the way I feel
When this pain in my head makes me reel.
The pressure so great I think my brain's exploding
Crouched in the fetal position rocking and rolling.
Staining my face with tears as they run
How blessed the release would be from that loaded gun.
My mind wanders and focus seems faint
For a moment there's a peaceful restraint.
I'm numb again lingering outside of my mind.
Floating among the nothingness and the dull
But I know, me the pain will soon find
And I'll be searching for my friend Trigger to pull