Ambition
As I grow and learn and mature
in a world
where all number of things
(but especially people)
are sorted and labeled,
shoved into boxes like leftovers
into too-small containers,
I feel suffocated
I look to adults, amazed that they
haven't been crushed
under the weight of society
and it makes me wonder
what makes them stand tall
Was the world different in their youth?
Did they grow tired,
and surrender their beliefs
to the overwhelming masses?
Perhaps they were stronger,
stronger in ways I am not
Maybe they didn't recongize
the unnamed feeling of defiance;
the want for revolution
and maybe it passed
through their blossoming minds
as careless as a Spring breeze
Then again, mayhaps it isn't their own doing;
perhaps adulthood brings with it
the consequence
of forgetting how to fight
and believe so fiercely in something
that it consumes you
and brands
your very skin
with purpose
As long as I live,
wherever I may go,
and whomever I may love,
I hope/pray/wish
that I never lose
the fire that warms and fuels me
and lights the sky itself
with colors unimaginable,
painting my horizon
a canvas of passion and hope