I don't belong
I'm broken.

I can't understand
It's unfathomable.

I scare myself
By being me.

I want to kill this life
Its not worth living.

I'm always sorry
For your struggle.

But in the end
It's just one big error.

That cannot be fixed.

I like to call that mistake me.

I have an anathema towards myself
I have a self hatred for myself
You probably do too.