The Afterglow
Your eyes were the color of distraction
Your face, speckled with the sands of time
But you did not see me,
Merely glanced in my direction.
So, I stood there letting the warmth of your presence wash over me
And fade away forever.
You promised me moonlight
but gave me city lights.
How artificial
How fake
How... unpromising.
I didn't trust those city lights
Only because it wasn't moonlight.
But you took my hand
Took my heart
And took my eyes
You showed me around your city
And showed how authentic the lights were.
The once artificial glow
Was now warm and inviting.
You took me into the city of your eyes every day
Showing my the playful shows
And street performers
You accepted me into the arms of risk
And the arms of safety
All at the same time.
I thought it was too loud
Too boastful in the city
Too much was happening all at once
You said maybe the city wasn't for me
And so I left
And I fled to the valley
And to the mountaintops
It was... serene
Until the fire broke out.
The fire burned and brought out the worst in me
It melted away the wax layer of my body
And left behind my hardened heart
Glass eyes
And meaningless skeleton.
With the last of my energy,
I looked back at the city.
This time, from far away.
It had never looked so beautiful
It was as exciting as before but
This time, silent.
It was serene with subtle hints of romance and innocent love.
I needed to go back.
And so I fled
I fled back to the city.
I thought it had changed,
But I was wrong.
It was I who had changed.
The day came to an end
As the shops began to close
Workers are returning back to their lives at home
I was alone.
Except for you.
The last of the city lights.
And so we danced;
A tango with the smallest but the brightest light
I could ever imagine.
The lights were warmer, hotter
It was exciting how you could bend the light
We taught each other our tricks
With each trick and each bend
Our love grew faster and faster
Until we thought we had no control anymore
Until our light burst.
Burst into a thousand tiny, youthful flames.
The glass shattered everywhere
Dusting the ground like snowflakes in the winter
Scattered all over our skin and lips;
A reminder of our tango.
Darkness.
At least thats what we thought we caused.
Without that small city light
What could be our torch in this dark, cold night?
And then I looked up.
I saw the stars.
I saw the moonlight that you promised me.
The Afterglow.