Adieu to You
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Farewell, old friend.
“Friend”, a term I hated to be called by you.
A naïve conclusion on my part, looking in retrospect.
I was choking on salt water, drowning in your ocean.
I’ve learned how to build a ship, sail over the rapid waters.
I was worthless, dirt without your affection.
I am golden and one in a million, worthy without your help.
I was broken, left over ashes, burned by your fire.
I am the fire, destroying anything in my path, rising from the ashes.
I was unfocused, distracted by the nuisance you were.
I am driven, achieving anything I want.
I was a fool, falling for your silly tricks and games.
I am smart, flipping over your game board and throwing the pieces.
I was dependent, the outcome of my day relied on your attention.
I am independent, my day is what I make of it.
I was scared, nothing if I didn’t love you.
I am everything, me, without you.
Farewell, old friend.