Talking Walls
If the walls could talk the secrets would flow
The hatred will grow
That's why we hope nobody knows
But the walls talk
They know what I did this summer
And while the darkess spreads
Cup runneth over
The secrets replay in my head
But I can't tell
The guilt lingers in my head
I need to get these out
But I'm sure the walls talk
They know what I did
Why did I do it?
I knew it would have to be a secret
I want to tell them but I can't
The secret will haunt me
They remind me that I'm worthless
They make me feel empty inside
Only the walls know
They're the ones who tell me so
You'd think I'm crazy
The way I stay silent
But it gives me an adrenaline rush
I've never felt so alive
I close my eyes
I smile
I look around and look at the walls
The walls that make me feel worthless
The walls that make me feel like nothing
They're chanting me telling me what to do
I hear them talking at once
They're loud, very loud
They want me to do it
They're waiting for me
They seem happy for me
When I fired the weapon
And the projectile pierced thorugh the skin
The crimson splatter
I never felt so alive
I look at my sweet walls who can talk
I never felt this sense of euphoria
Yet I was dead