I feel it now. 

I am going down, 

and I can't stop.

I always said I wouldn't let the tears fall, 

but I can't help it now. 

I try to ease the pain, 

but it doesn't work. 

I feel so alone. 

I can't talk about it. 

Not now.

Not now. 

I'm still in shock.

Its starting to sink it. 

All I want is my bed. 

Let the flood of tears flow. 

I can't handle this blow. 

I'm going down.