The 3 Steps of You Leaving and Coming Back
Location
Step One: you take me down
to the water where
you wash your
hands of
me,
and then,
feeling loads lighter,
you crane your neck to the sky
and Shout! like the hawk you are,
beating your wings through
the vast sky that
you own,
and then swooping
down to the ground below
to swallow up the mice and rats
and other birds that you also own, oh king of the sky.
Step two: you write me across your skin
like an anthem, feeling the way
I beat and churn
and tear
inside
your ancient leathered lungs,
hearing the way I scream inside your varicose heart.
Do you remember the way your heart felt in its
skeleton cage, as it threatened to burst
out of its container? And do you
remember the way
your marrow
sang
in its bones,
not a melancholy song,
but one of fragile triumph and nervous synergy?
Step three: you remember
the song and its
sound.
You remember the
way that you felt. You open your
Earth lips and sing our lovely, lilting song.