Have you ever had nothing to say
Just wanted to fade away
And just not be here anymore

Not here of anywhere
Because really I'm just there
Sitting and staring
I've stopped wishing and hoping
Just looking forward to the day when life passes me by

Yeah, that's right
Waiting to die
Because I've cried and I've cried
Till I couldn't cry anymore
And the paths that they made of my face are still sore

And after crying, wishing, and praying for 19 years
It's a wonder why I haven't already run out of tears