1st poem of my Junior months and Senior days collection. Based on my last two years

of high school which were the most dramatical and were the years in which the transition

from teen to young adult and the real world really began to sink in. Based on all personal

experiences, I hope you guys enjoy it.

 

Complicated already

Last year girls are blowing up my phone what should I do?

My girl saying "whatever" maybe I should reply em' too,

Damn, females are confusing they're so damn complicated,

It's hard enough to listen now I have to understand them,

Yet I trust my heart and keep all my fidelity,

But I don't know what she's thinking what if she's just regreting me?

Ah, now my head aching perhaps I'm just overthinking,

Turning a bit paranoid God I don't know what is missing,

Whenever she is happy I swear that I like her more,

But everytime she's mad that pride of her's takes full control,

Well I guess it's just a flaw, it's one of her weakness,

Or is it really that me and her are that much different?

To be completly honest I didn't expect this play,

It never ran through my head, she'd be more than my homecoming date,

Everything is overall well but yet it just got worse,

She keeps getting bothered by that soccer player ex of her's,

This guy's a freshman in college, you're seriously still chasing?

If you're seriously still racing I suggest you pick up your training,

I don't know who you think you're facing I'm not the type to break a sweat,

I tend to talk shit back and you mumble under your breath,

But no,no I can't, as much as I wanna find him,

I really do like this girl and won't ruin it just to fight him,

If he's ruining it for us he better get it straight,

That he's a blur from the past and needs to go away,

I'm sensative inside even though I don't show it,

Which is why I'm saying it now, so you could know it,

My friend just texted me, he said, "What's going down?"

Should I say, "I don't know" or "Let's get females to come around?"

Damn, I hate my killer instincts I refuse to be a player,

But you don't show me what you want so I do it for the better,

I'm just new to commitments, so babe please excuse me,

Never been in something so real and I'm trying hard not to loose it,

But you know what forget that, I'm down for anything you want,

Question is, are you willing to give it all you got?..