Don’t bring it up
When I tell you about my past
When I tell you about the people that abandoned me
The ones that was suppose to protect me
The ones that was suppose to love me
The ones that was suppose to guild me
I’m not asking you to save me
I’m not asking you to fixed me
I’m not blaming you
I’m taking full responsibility for who I am & my actions
I told because I thought you was a safe place
Wither you was my friend
My lover
My fuck buddy
My yaaaaa yahhh
My lil thing
My man
I told you because at that moment in my life you was my safe place
I didn’t wanna come off as complaining
I didn’t wanna come off as ungrateful
I didn’t wanna come off as if I’m not blessed
You don’t think I know im blessed
You don’t think I know I have a reason to smile
Believe me I know
I live with the depression the the truth about me
Sometimes senecios pop up in my head & I tent to believe them
& sometimes they are right
Then other times they are draining
I wanna be normal
I wanna be able to be in a relationship where I don’t have to question my partner loyalty to me