I had the thought, I shed a few tears as a result of it.   but not nearly as many as you caused,   I had the thought,   that I might be able to make you disappear,   not in reality, but only in my imagination,   I had the thought,   that I might be able to cut you off,   Despite the fact that I saw you every day,   That was my thought,   and it happened,   I'm not sorry because you deserved it.   from all the anguish you inflicted on me