Trust me
Its okay
We're allowed
You used to say
You're old enough
It's gonna be fine
What a thing to say
To a girl eight, or nine
Gazing deep into my eyes
He took my hands in his
He told me to relax
And went in for the kiss
Captivation overcame me
He grasped my heart by the strings
You convinced me to trust you
And made me do such horrible things
You were supposed to be my protector
The big brother i never received
Who are you now to me?
But a liar who deceived
Taking my life into your hands
And snatching my childhood away
Are you proud of that?
What now do you have to say?
How are you not apologetic?
Can you not see my tears?
Did you think the memory would die
With the healing time of years?
Didn't you think I would mature?
And realize your tyranny?
Didn't you think i'd realize?
How naive could you possibly be?
Didn't you think we'd recognize
 Reality of
 Acts too vile and fueled by horrific desires
 Preformed by you knowingly
 Erotic in your own twisted mind
Did you think you could hide?
 Maliciously mundane wants
 Occult deeds you thought wouldn't resurface
 Lies woven into
 Everlasting memories
 Serpentile slyness and cunning made you a
 Tyrant in every aspect
 Abhorrence toward you is all i hold
 Toward your terrifying tirade
 Inevitably the gruesome truth would make itself
 Obvious and we would see the
 Nefarious criminal you truly are
You are not even worth
The dirt beneath my shoes
To voluntarily walk
The path you chose to choose
To be able to weave such lies
To horribly mistreat
I cast you down like demons
Who dwell so far underneath
To let go and detach
I abjure you from my soul
I can only bear with the pain
Which for years i was forced to hold
I admit you were quite clever
Persuading me to follow through
It bring tears to my eyes to think about
All the things you made us do
You know i can't ever forgive you
I'll take it to my last breath
And I hope the memory haunts you
Until the moment of your last breath...

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