Benzodiazepine
Diplomatic helplessness is all I have to give to you
When homes without foundations are the town you built to match the plans you made
With me
Consisting of what I could never see
You read my mind
More than the time
We thought of love
Remember who we were, you were, I was
Everything I thought I did for love,
I did for drugs.
Got the potential to know too much
Got half the action to know too much
Do you want to be productive,
Or do you want to enjoy your lunch?
Is running from your sadness wrong
If you’ve felt the same for so damn long?
Life has its issues
And so do I.
I’m trying to smile after I die.
Crawling through the dirt I walked on
Tongue glued to the dirt we walked on
Heart under the dirt you walked on anyway
Every day
I want to tell myself that it’s okay
The exit path was not appealing
Roads we walked were too revealing
Melancholy had me feeling
Sadness, it was fun
It was over long before we had the heart to say it’s done.
It’s all over long before I have the heart to help someone.