My Apathy
I don't understand
Life goes by in a daze
So many thoughts, so many opinions, so much to live for
I feel like i should be someone else
But it's a lie
When I'm alone I feel happy
But it's a lie
When I'm with people i feel content
But it's a lie
I care so much about the world
How people feel, what they think
I feel love for them
There's good in life
Good in everything, I can see it everyday
But I'm wrong
I feel so much hatred for the world
How people act, what they do
There's only evil in this world
So much suffering
So much hypocrisy
I can see it everyday
But I'm wrong
I don't understand
Am i broken?
I feel shame
I don't want to exist
Is the world broken?
I feel alone
I want to disappear
I don't understand