Simon Says

 

As A Small Seed I Admired Daddy

 

Daddy Was My Heart and Joy

 

As My Roots Start To Spread He Saw Something Different In Me

 

Roamers And Hate Surrounded Him So It Surrounded Me 

 

It Was Like A Game Of Simon Says

 

He Was Simon and Whatever He Said Went Accordingly

 

I Thought Love Was Violent And Submissive So That’s What I Imagine Was Destine For Me 

 

I Couldn’t See Being More Than Just Average Me

 

My First Love Treated Me Like A Star Like A Queen 

 

My Roots Grew Stronger And I Could Finally Sprouts To Be Someone I Wanted To Be 

 

I Thought That Boy Loved Me And My Heart Grew As Big As Mars 

 

My Heart Was Open and My Eyes Were Blinded On Who He Really Meant To Be

 

Simon Had A New Name And His Name Was Mark

 

I Saw Another Chance To Make Simon Proud of Me Not Realizing Simon Never Really Love Me 

 

He Broke Me Down Destroyed Me And Scared My Heart 

 

As I Grew Up And Grew Stronger I Realized What Was Wrong I Never Looked In The Mirror At Me For Me 

 

I Look At The Reflection On What Eveyone Wanted Me To Be

 

Finally Grew To Be A Thyme Courageous and Strong 

 

From That Day Forward I Became Simon And Simon Was Me