After Thoughts
I waited up for for you. No answer
But it's cool.
I needed you. To show me you were here show me that you care
Show me that everyone gets busy sometimes so there's no reason for me to start
I start loving you hating you round and round like a merry go round
Please don't marry me
I start falling in and out of love with you
My feelings going up and down drastically like a seesaw
Enjoying things while we're high but one of us has to go home
One of us has to get off
Do you get off on me feeling down
Do you think of me when she's not around
When she's not around you become my play thing
I tease you and taunt you the devil has me on strings
Lusting after you
My pride not caring
Envious of anyone who has you.
I'm not good at sharing
I'm good at crying and letting (not) things go
As long as you're happy there's no reason for you to know how you tease me taunt me like the devil has you on strings
Have me lusting after you
My pride not caring
Envious of anyone who has you.
I'm not good at sharing
I'm not good at sharing my thoughts
But just know I've always waited up for you
Quit blowing me off
But it's ok I just need to learn when my heart says stop.