Home
Once upon a time,I felt sublime.
The days passed fine, as i called you mine.
But this feeling is something new.
Nothing but gray, Nothing but blue.
Ever since you left, i've been so alone.
Can i come home?
It's where the heart lies, and in your arms, mine flies.
Without you here, I have nothing but fear.
We ended in the worst of ways.
I could not and cannot ever repay.
I could not be who you needed.
Up late nights, conversations were heated.
You needed me there, but I couldn't be and it wasn't fair.
I wanted to hold you as you cried, but I sat on the phone and lied.
I told you it would be okay, and that one day you would say
that you wanted to be alive. That you were excited to thrive.
I would see you smile, and have it last for a while.
But the blankets were stained too red. Images that won't escape my head.
I wake up screaming, from the memories I was dreaming.
I'm sorry for what I could not do.
I failed you.
Give me another chance. We'll live, we'll love, we'll dance.
It's dark and cold at night when I roam.
Above everything else,
I just want to come home.