A smile is what you see

But it's what's insde is what you don't know about me.

You thouht you knew

NO! You have no clue.

I won't wear my feelings on my sleeve

I only want you to know what I want you to see.

I've been hurt, lied to and rejected

 I know what it feels lke to not be accepted.

I won't show you this

Because it is a feeling that I dissmiss.

Being happy is the only way to cope

Because it's self pity that kills people the most

 I don't want to be left like I was a long time ago

but I'm afraid if I pull my curtains back... Where would you go?