Behind These Eyes
I look in the mirror with disgust cause I hate what I see, I don’t want to be me
I got a dad that don’t want me, a mom that don’t love me
Nobody wants me
I just want to be held and told I am loved
In the nights when I cry cause I can’t keep the tears in my eyes
I am lonely and scared because nobody's there
I try my best in what I do but it seems that nobody cares
I hate when people see me cry cause it shows that I'm weak and they'll start to criticize
But if only they knew what was going on behind these eyes
I know there are people with worse problems then me but there's only so much I can take in
So when people ask how I've been I say fine
Boy if I had a dime for every time I've used that line
My rhymes express what I feel
I say what is real
I used to cut cause I thought it would help
But it only made things worse
Behind every scar is a story I tell about how the world turned against me
Everything hurts.