Thinking, it seems like it
Thinking, it seems like it is all i ever do.
I dream and scheme, and it seems like nothing gets done.
I wish more than anything more than life I wish to know.
To know where I am going.
To know if I will find love.
To know if i’m on the right path.
So many questions, not a lot of answers.
Will i forever be on the outside looking in, or will someday I find the place where i belong.
I’ve been in different groups and yet it seems to stay the same.
I’m not good at anything, and yet others think i am. I guess, and hope i am right, and when i fail i’m miserable.
I don’t like failing, and that's what i can’t seem to stop doing.
I know failing is just a way of learning, but i take it personally.
I have a fixed mindset like that.
I should try to challenge myself more.