Poems from SomeGirl
I tried to stop the anxiety.
Paranoid delusional thoughts.
But I can't stop DNA.
I woke up to you crying.
Wanting to kill yourself.
I can't...
People call me skinny.
They call me thin.
120 pounds is light to them.
What they can't see is what's hiding underneath.
The urge to not eat...
I cannot finish my dinner.
Think I've eaten too much.
I'm always trying to get thinner.
Nothing is ever enough.
And I'm tired of coping....
I fell too hard and I hit the ground.
Nothing can save me now.
He's in my head and I'm spinning dizzy now.
Singing of horrible things...
You hate who you are.
Drive off in your car.
Hope you won't go far.
Praying you'll come back without a scar.